Pain, Heartache + Inspiration
"Every adversity, every failure, every heartache carries with it the seed of an equal or greater benefit"
Tell me this photograph didn't just utterly blow you away.
Boy, do i ever miss my grandmothers.
It's not only visually appealing... but breathtaking, inspiring, and yet still, slightly heartbreaking. A whirlwind of emotions arose within me when I stumbled upon this gem. Every wrinkle, just enhances her true beauty. Every wrinkle, tells yet another tale. I just haven't been able to stop myself from staring at her.. Oh! The stories she could tell. I continue to wonder so many things...
What challenges did she face in her life?.. What struggles did she overcome?.... Where did she find her source of strength?....What joys, and sorrows would she share with me?...What could I learn from her?... and a zillion other questions I would ask if given the oppurtunity. So, What questions does she pose in your mind? Leave a comment, and let me know!
This absolutely amazing portrait was a much needed source of inspiration today. To be honest, it has been an incredibly frustrating 24 hours. Actually, frustrating isn't even the right word. Disappointing, discouraging, disbelief.. are just a fistful of the terms that immediatly come to mind.
“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.”
"An excuse is worse than a lie, for an excuse is a lie, guarded."
As some of you may know, I've been in almost constant pain due to a few severe toothaches over the past month. Daily calls, were placed to my dentist's office... all unanswered, all unreturned. This is after months of similar troubles with their office. To make a long, boring and needlessly dramatic story short.. The first I heard from him was yesterday, when he informed me that he was refusing me treatment due "to the complexity of my needs". He was my second to last resort. Thing is, he had no trouble working with/on me in years past. It is only when I wouldn't commit to a $25,000-$35,000 treatment plan that this decision was apparently made. It comes down to the almighty dollar, but he's using my disorder as an excuse. What a load of....
Trying to find dental care when you have Tourette's Syndrome?
(my facial tics make it necessary for me to be sedated, and more time to be set aside for an appointment)
Well, it is like trying to nail jello to a tree.
Every time I am refused treatment, I feel like the 9 year old little girl I once was, that was made to stand in front of a room full of laughing kids until my tics stopped. This of course, exasperated them. Then there was the time the substitute nun attempted an exorcism on me with a classroom full of children ... ahh, I don't miss those days.
"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I... I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference."
On most days, I am glad I had these trials to endure, they truly are part of what made me who I am today. But days like today, well.. it's just not so easy. I often wonder why I am faced with this particular issue time & time again .. could it be it's given to me repeatedly to allow me the chance to handle it differently? That,is a thought for another day.
Enough of my pity party .. it's time to pick myself up, dust myself off, and remind myself of the things in life I am grateful for. You, my dear altered art community - are on that list. You never cease to stop inspiring & motivating me.
"Troubles are often the tools by which God fashions us for better things."
-Henry Ward Beecher
Here's to better things! - Chrysti